Saturday, November 28, 2009

Emerald or Jasper?

Its suppose to  be an event
Achieving, being someone. I wondered,
From Childhood to Adult,
One day something would happen,
like birth and death, all of a sudden.

Fifty times around the Sun,
Unknow, now to my own Son.
Where did  I falter?
Perhaps it was the Astrologer,
Must 'been Emerald or the Jasper!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Writing is not an easy task.

Writing  my dear is not an easy  task, especially  when its done on computer. Your  thought undergo lots of interpretations and typing  is yet to become man's natural  instinct.  I often wonder if we had web where we can draw and paint and write rather than type. You see drawing is natural  to  human beings, remember you started drawing  before you started crawling. Somehow I tend to  think better  when I write rather than type. I wished the web was read & write  rather than read and type. Perhaps then it would have been more original, less copied and more created. More colorful and less textual.

I often loose my thoughts as  I sit on the computer but I can start writing  even being  thoughtless when I have paper and pen. Its been 40  years my dear friend since this web started and I am yet to meet  an internet Frost, Wordsworth or  Tagore.You  need to be in woods and frozen lakes to write about it. You can't become a nature poet by sitting on a laptop.  Electronics has made us so mechanical, how do we use to pass our time when we were young?  I can't even recall that now. I certainly had more real friends when I was  young, now I have more connections  less friends.

How do  I capture the colors of fall? The mist in the air, the freshness in the wind  and the feeling that something is about to  happen. Perhaps the best way is to click a picture and paste it here. A moment can be captured, how can I capture a season? 
The changing colors of leaves green, yellow, light green, red, orange and what not. Thousands colors every where in this season which other  wise would have been so  gloomy  and depressing.

Writing is  a very difficult task. Especially  when you  are addicted to  it .You can't do it on a computer. Those pings. Those urgent mails to respond. The itunes songs. Stocks fluctuations. News feeds. Too  many  distractions to handle. You need to have a  concentration of a Crain to do so. And I wished I could concentrate  harder. My mind bounces from place to place like a crazy  ball. Form one tab to other. Either the song  is not good. Or the wallpaper sucks. Something is always wrong...

I often wonder that electronics and internet were meant to  make our lives easier... well it has done that. I can now web conference across oceans, my laptop screen is the window to the world. But I miss the rigor at times. You see, If i have to write a paper, I  google for content and almost always the right information is available to  me in 0.01  secs. The very  essence of research is lost.  I remember in school to prepare a  chart I used to  browse through  hundreds of magazines to get the right picture and in process read plenty  of not so relevant but great  stuff.  The fun was in rigor. Browsing through books and getting  excited after finding the thing  you  needed and in process we used to  talk to many people who  use to  provide pointers.
Yes, that rigor is lost. And you know even with more information  I feel  dumber. Spontaneity is now my lost attribute. Writing  my  friend...

Excerpts of the conversation I had with a Rutgers Student at Penn station.

  

Friday, September 18, 2009

Did I see this at Times Square, NYC?

Seems like we are had a recession in every decade... So what's so special about this one?

I love this one, right on times square where the ball drops(millions of crazy people brave the wind and the winter to see this ball cover some 5 feet distance on 31st Dec!!)
Benjamin Franklin saying " I'll be back" ... perhaps inspired by the terminator series or the speculation of yuan taking dollar's place as global currency... whatever, but a very strong message at a very right place.
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Tuesday, September 15, 2009

US Open '09 - It must be Love!


Arthur Ashe Stadium- I was there!!

Monday, August 31, 2009

Walk on

Standing at the cross roads.
the last conversation,
I wished would never end,
finally concluded.

Nothing else to say and nothing else to hold.
Staring at each other,
Who will blink first?
I held my breath, She held her tears.

She winked, blinked away her tears.
And he took her away,
I stood there for a while
Took a deep breath and walked on.

Lovers part, their love remains.
With weight off my shoulder,
but a slight pain in head and heart.
I thought this too shall pass and walked on.

Monday, August 03, 2009

My my my it’s a beautiful world

The worst happens when your life hits a steady state. When the boring daily cycles of life try to confine you in its monotonous cacophony. For some it becomes a way living and for other a challenge to get out from. Unfortunately I find myself in similar phase where all seems good, too smooth and easy to do.

I need a dream to chase,a regular cubical job is good till I spend minimum inside it and maximum outside..but then that also becomes boring. I often wonder what makes a person an entrepreneur, is it a lust to earn too much money?Or is the desire to see a dream live in flesh and blood? I think it has to be the combination of both. Money drives many things in this world, Idea or the intellect becomes the engine for the pursuit. Lately, I am feeling that urge and the restlessness... the key reason is my desire to earn more money because I have set some highly ambitious target for myself. Like:

Owning an Island and building a beautiful resort on it. And a stunning motor boat to buy groceries from the mainland. The island will some where in the Arabian Sea...how about one of the dweeps of Lakshadweep? Are they up for Sale?

Next, To be able to take a vacation at any point of time...but as I am writing I realise what does money has to do with it? Oh yes, it does play a role as you should be able to pay for your own vacation but when do I need a break has more to do with my willingness than anything else.

To be able to travel across the world. To visit Iguazu Falls which is on the border of Brazil and Argentina, The Bay of Fundi In Canada, The Dead Sea, Masurian Lake district in Poland, Snorkling near Maldives, A weekend in Sikkim, kailash Mansarovar yatra, A month in Kashmir without fear or force.
My my my it’s a beautiful world
I like swimming in the sea
I like to go out beyond the white breakers
Where a man can still be free (or a woman if you are one)
I like swimming in the sea.
My my my it’s a beautiful world

But look whats happening here the more I write, the more I realise. Perhaps the most cherished dreams have nothing to with money, for instance writing a song with perfect melodies, writing a book (yes! my American golti experience) or getting a six pack(or atleast to be able to run couple of miles without a break), to have French girl friend (this one has more to do with luck).

Or simply, to be able to experience extreme happiness..the kinds you see on a priest's face, or on a grandmother's who has met her grandson after a long time, the singer on Broadway when the group of people stand and applaud his song, when families unite, old friends meet...or to be able to say yes I have done it all and have no regrets only memories to cherish, when at the dusk of life.
What a feeling it would be!!

Perhaps this is as good as it gets
When you’ve given up the drink and those nasty cigarettes
Now I leave the party early at least with no regrets
I watch the sun as it comes up I watch it as it sets
Yeah this is as good as it gets.
My my my it’s a beautiful world
- Beautiful World, Colin Hays


Tuesday, July 21, 2009

What can be better than spending an evening, watching the sunset on the horizon, lying on the grass thinking about all the things that are left to do in this world or just nothing?

What can be better than getting up in the morning and walking along the sea shore, bare feet, feeling the cold wet sand, feeling the little pinches of shells under the feet, watching the sun rise, birds fly and lungs full of fresh hair?

When all noise around seems like music,What can me better than a moment with a realization that your mind, body and soul are in sink with nature?